Listen its like this …
I am in a strait that some would term dire.
I am feeling a very deep need to move forward in life. We, my fiance and myself, have been seperated through work by a distance of 200 miles. We are both living in accomodation provided by our work. Our work is taxing both on mind and body.
Dreams of houses, marriage and dare I say it – children are consuming me …
Yet realities of employment, recession and general fuckerage are thwarting me …
Lately I have been gaining my only sustenance from a bowl of soup, a stolen baguette and lots, and I mean lots, of chantenay carrots a day.
Seriously though – what is it with me and carrots at the moment?!
As soon as I finish one im reaching for another – Im Chain-Chomping them.
There you go eh?!
My name is PeterMacD, Bawbags to some, and I am a chain chomper of chantenay carrots.
Dont try and deal me any more blows Fate!
I will be seeing in the dark at this rate … and when you sneak up on me on that long dark night of the soul – yer arse is mine this time pal.

Howdy Doody Stranger
There was me giving you twitter gyp about not blogging and you’ve been doing it all along. Sorry!
Love the idea of the journal. I used to keep a diary all throughout my teens. I keep them all in my basement and when I pop down there to retrieve something else I always end up getting sucked in and before I know it… whoosh, it’s hours later.
It’s nice to be so free and easy with thoughts and feelings. I self censor so much on my blog and even still it’s pretty revealing!
Glad you and the missus made it home safe and sound. x
Howdy doody yersel missus!
Aye … I thought what is she talkin about! … I HAVE blogged! … daft bint!
Needless to say I have been avidly been following yours!
I read you post about “Red” when I was in Merida, Mexico … and I couldnt help be reminded about a few of the dates I have been on in my life … That is me I thought!
Poor Guy.
But anyhow … glad you had a great London time … there was a lot of inferred debauchery in that post.
Thumbs up from me!
Aw the very very best Lainey!
x